INF 295: Identity, Magic, and Social Change Through Play

Winter 2021

Professor
Theresa Jean Tanenbaum (Tess)

ttanen@uci.edu

Time
Wednesdays
5-7:50pm PST

Location:
ALP 1100

Course Overview & Goals

The Matrix; Nordic larp; Social Reality Theory; Selective Perception; Queer Studies; Magic; The Subjunctive Mood; Restorying; Narrative as Reality; Witchcraft; Social Deviance; Emancipatory Bleed; Mage the Ascension; Maya Deren; Activism; Ritual; Trans Studies; Arbitrary Code Execution; Neurodivergence; Avery Alder; Resisting the Oppressive Normative Social Order; Western Esotericism…there is a thread that connects all of these people, stories, theories, and ideas together that we will be unpacking and exploring in this seminar. By the end of this graduate level discussion seminar you should have an understanding of how games might be used as a form of magical practice, which itself is a kind of activism, to produce change intended to transform oppressive normative social orders towards emancipatory outcomes. We will each be reading, writing, watching, and playing our way towards our own theory of social change, drawing on the transformative power of narrative as a fundamental tool for shaping our reality.

Course Structure

The activities of the class will vary from week to week, but in order to succeed in it every student should be prepared to read, discuss, play, and create together. Some days will be entirely focused on disentangling the texts that we are reading. Others will be dedicated to viewing and critiquing media, or to larping, or playing games together, or designing new games and testing them in small groups. This course is about overcoming systems of oppression, so we will be leaving hierarchies at the door, and embracing the parts of ourselves that don’t fit comfortably into the “norm”. 

 

Inevitably, the readings I’ve picked for this course reflect my own subjectivity. This means that this material is unapologetically transgender, queer, neurodivergent, and pagan. 

 

Content Warning: Because we’re dealing with real things – oppression, trauma, pain, isolation – it’s not just possible but likely that many of you may find yourselves facing things that are difficult for you emotionally. You should never feel forced to disclose any personal trauma that you are uncomfortable sharing or discussing within the context of the class. We will be discussing techniques for keeping ourselves and each other safe while dealing with difficult materials, and will employ these techniques in the classroom. Even so, there are limits to what we can anticipate and prepare for, and sometimes trauma can surprise us. There is no guarantee of safety when dealing with these topics, and so it’s important that we all remain committed to caring for each other and ourselves in the classroom. If you need to step away, do so. You don’t need to explain or justify this to anyone, and I will never penalize anyone for taking the steps they need to take to keep themselves safe.

Un-Grading

I’m exploring an “ungrading”* model for this seminar. Grading and hierarchical assessments are rooted in a kind of colonialist neoliberal mentality that is inherently unfair, ableist, normative, and contrary to the values that we will see articulated within the course materials. Grades, by their nature, cannot be decolonized it or made to be more inclusive to the degree that I would like. Grading also relies upon the idea that every student is arriving a the course with the same degree of life experience and understanding of the topic, that each student had the same goals for the course, and that every student is able to learn at the same pace from the same activities and materials. It is normative in ways that are fundamentally counter to many of the ideas we will encounter in this class.  For these reasons I encourage you to approach your grade in this class with a healthy degree of skepticism, and to focus your efforts instead on setting your own goals for the course and your learning within it.

 

I will provide feedback on your performance and work in the class individually when feasible, and also within the larger group. An ungrading approach operates on equity and trust. I ask you to trust me to provide you with opportunities to learn and the feedback you need for where you are in your learning process. In return, I will trust you to genuinely and diligently pursue your learning goals, and to be honest in your self-reflections.

 

To facilitate this process you will do three self-reflections during the class – one at the beginning, one at the midpoint, and one at the end where you will provide your justification for the grade you believe you should receive for the entire class. (Despite my ethical commitments to ungrading, the institution demands that I assign grades at the end of the quarter.)

 

*Huge thanks are due to Gillian Smith at WPI for sharing her approach to ungrading with me and inspiring me to do this here.

Deliverables & Activities

We’re going to explore the ideas in this course in a variety of different ways. I’ll be updating this section throughout the quarter to reflect the design of these activities as we get to them, but there are a few things that are already set.

Leading In-Class Discussions

Each week a pair of two students will be responsible for leading the in-class discussion of the readings. We will divide up presentation responsibilities during the first week of class. The presenting students should assume that everyone has done all of the readings, and come prepared to lead a conversation that synthesizes and extends the ideas and concepts from the readings into the issues and themes that the class is grappling with.

 

As the discussion leaders you should be prepared to facilitate a classroom discussion. I strongly encourage you to prepare some visuals in the form of a PowerPoint, Slides, or Keynote presentation to help guide the class. Here are some suggestions for things you might want to prepare to help guide our conversation:

  • Videos or other online examples that illustrate, expand, or critique the issues raised in the texts
  • A list of open ended questions or provocations intended to help structure class discussion
  • A diagram, sketch, or model of key concepts in the readings that helps summarize, synthesize, and illustrate the central points
  • A critique, response, or opinion about the readings either arguing against or advocating for the ideas advanced by the author

Self-Reflections

This self-assessment is primarily a tool for you to reflect on how you want to learn in class this term. Please submit your response to the following questions as a PDF. And then save it for yourself! You’ll need to look back on it at the midpoint of the quarter, but hopefully you will revisit this document throughout the quarter to remind yourself what your goals were for the class, and to appreciate how your understandings have grown, developed, and evolved.

 

  1. Reflect a little on how you are feeling in this moment. What do you value in life? What do you enjoy learning? What are your interests? What worries you?
  2. Through engaging in this course, students should develop an understanding of how games might be used as a form of magical practiceWhat do you already know in relation to this goal? What do you hope to learn? What questions do you have?
  3. Through engaging in this course, students should be equipped to take an informed position on systems of power and oppression. What do you already know in relation to this goal? What do you hope to learn? What questions do you have?
  4. Through engaging in this course, students should develop a personal approach to activism and social change. What do you already know in relation to this goal? What do you hope to learn? What questions do you have?
  5. Are there other goals that you have, personally, for this course? How do they relate to your larger professional and/or personal goals? List them here.
  6. What is your plan for approaching work in the class? How will you hold yourself accountable for completing the readings/viewings? How do you prefer to work in groups? How will you seek help, when you need it?

 

There are no wrong answers to these questions.

We’re halfway through the class, and already covered a LOT of different ideas and materials!  This is a good time to take stock of how you’re performing, and the progress you’re making towards your goals in the class. 

 

First, go back and re-read your responses to Self-Reflection #1.

 

Now, with those initial goals you set for yourself fresh in your mind, respond to the following questions:

 

  1. How, if at all, have your opinions about this course and its content changed over time?
  2. Through engaging in this course, students should develop an understanding of how games might be used as a form of magical practiceWhat have you learned thus far? Do you have any specific personal goals now in relation to this learning goal? What questions do you have?
  3. Through engaging in this course, students should be equipped to take an informed position on systems of power and oppression. What have you learned thus far? Do you have any specific personal goals now in relation to this learning goal? What questions do you have?
  4. Through engaging in this course, students should develop a personal approach to activism and social change. What have you learned thus far? Do you have any specific personal goals now in relation to this learning goal? What questions do you have?
  5. Do you want to change, remove, or add any personal and/or professional goals to what you want to learn in the remainder of the term? If so, what?
  6. Do you want to change your approach to the course? Do you need to find a different way to get help? Do you wish there were a kind of help available that you can’t get right now?

 

Finally, please state what grade you think you would earn in this course if the course were to end today. Why do you think you’ve earned that grade? There is no wrong answer, and there is neither a penalty nor a reward for answering it however you wish. 

 

*Note that for this course I will be employing a grade scale similar to the one that was used at my graduate institution where most grades fall between A+ and A-. A+ is reserved for exceptional achievement, and A- is reserved for students who struggle significantly but ultimately still pass. I typically don’t give B’s or lower to graduate students unless something goes really off the rails. Please assess yourself with this in mind.

Our journey together is at its end! This is your final opportunity to reflect on your experience.

 

First, re-visit your answers for first and second self-assessments. Then, respond to the following prompts:

 

  1. As a whole, how do you feel about the course being over? Are there aspects you particularly enjoyed? Ideas you have for future work? Are there things you wish you’d done differently?
  2. For each of the goals (both course learning goals, and your own personal goals), please comment on how well you think you achieved them. Be as specific as possible: offer clear examples from your work or from material we covered in class that gives evidence. You should be aiming for at least 1-2 paragraphs per learning/personal goal.
  3. Briefly reflect upon your personal experience of the final project and what you learned from it?
  4. Finally, what grade* do you think you should receive for your work in this class, and why?

 

Remember that I will be employing a grade scale where most grades fall between A+ and A-. A+ is reserved for exceptional achievement, and A- is reserved for students who struggle significantly but ultimately still pass. I typically don’t give B’s or lower to graduate students unless something goes really off the rails. Please assess yourself with this in mind.

In-Class Activities

Final Project

Individually or in pairs, you will create something that is part game, part ritual, and part protest. You will play it or have others play it. You will document that play experience. You will reflect upon it and write up your reflections. If you have others play it you should collect their reflections on the experience.

 

  • Game Elements: Your final project should include instructions and rules for players, similar to those found in small scale larps like Avery Alder’s Variations on Your Body or #Feminism. These need to be playable by humans, so they cannot require impossible or illegal things from their players, and they must include appropriate safeguards to protect the physical, mental, and emotional health of their participants. It may be for a single player, or for multiple players, and it need not be played in a single sitting. However, it must be possible for it to be played from start to finish with sufficient time for you to document it.
  • Ritual Elements: Your final project needs to engage with magical practice in some way, whether this be through the incorporation of traditional tools and practices associated with witchcraft and paganism (candles, crystals, incense, calling of the corners, invoking of deities, etc) or other ritual traditions that are meaningful to you (religious or spiritual traditions, superstitions, personal belief systems and traditions, etc). I expect you to draw on ritual practices and traditions that are authentic and meaningful to you, that you can engage with in a respectful and thoughtful manner. This is not a place to appropriate traditions and practices that aren’t your own already in some way, or a place to satirize these practices.
  • Protest Elements: Your final project should be an act of resistance to an oppressive force that you experience in your own life, and/or an opportunity for the player to restory an aspect of their past. This can take many different forms, so long as you remain within the “safe-play parameters” that we have discussed as a class. It might be something that takes place in public, but it doesn’t have to. And the act of resistance doesn’t need to be legible to the agents of the oppressive system in order for it to make a meaningful difference. It could just be for you. Remember that living joyfully despite systems of oppression is, itself, a radical act.

 

What to submit:

  • The instructions/specifications: This document should contain all of the information needed for anyone to experience your game/ritual. 
  • Documentation: Either a video, or collection of still photos with written descriptions, documenting your final project being played. The goal is to convey to the reader/viewer what the experience of play is like.
  • Reflection: A short essay (under 2000 words) reflecting on your experiences designing and playing your final project. This should answer the following questions: what motivated your design? Why did it take the form that it took? How did you incorporate game, ritual, and protest elements into the project? What was it like for you to play/perform/enact your design? If you had other people play it, how did they respond to it? This essay should show engagement with the literature, concepts, and materials we discussed in class. 

 

Deadline: Wednesday, March 22, 2023 before the witching hour.

Preliminary* Weekly Schedule

*We will adapt and adjust this schedule as needed, depending on how things proceed during the course.

Week 1 (01/11): Overview, Business, and Safety

Week 2 (01/18): Narrative as Reality, Selective Perception, Restorying

Due Before Class: Self Reflection #1

Discussion Leaders: TBD

Week 3 (01/25): Larp and Magic

Discussion Leaders:TBD

Week 4 (02/01): Bleed, Design, Ritual, Transformation

Discussion Leaders:TBD

Week 5 (02/08): Magic and Witches

Discussion Leaders:TBD

Week 6 (02/15): Case Studies: Mage The Ascension & Transformative Experiences

Due before class: Self-Reflection #2

Discussion Leaders:

Week 7 (02/22): Trauma, Oppression, and Exploitation

Discussion Leaders: TBD

  • Activity: Create a Micro-Larp

Week 8 (03/01): Social Constructs, Power, Technology, and Political Action

Discussion Leaders: TBD

    • Activity: Play each other’s Micro Larps

Week 9 (03/08): Queer, Trans, and Neurodivergent Perspectives

Discussion Leaders: TBD

    • Conversation with special guest: Catherine Blackard

Week 10 (03/15): Case Study: The Matrix

Discussion Leaders: TBD

Finals Week: (03/22):

Due before class: Self-Reflection #3

  • Watch: The Matrix (2 hrs 16 minutes)

Due before midnight: Final Projects

Additional Things to (Potentially) Play

Course Policies and Resources